Welcome to a new feature on Ye
Olde Blog called "
Weigh In Wednesdays". Those of you who know me and have seen me lately (most of you) know that I am currently 100lbs overweight. 96.7 to be exact. I am currently at my heaviest weight of my life. This is now not only a mental issue for me, it is also a physical one. My body is not going to last at this weight. Sometimes I feel like I am barely hanging on now. Even to work in the yard made me winded. How
embarrassing is that?
This really hit home for me when I saw some pictures last week of Craig and I
pre-baby. I was a good looking little
chickie - I must say. I have had many "hits on the head" regarding my weight. My mother-in-law successfully shed a lot of weight, my sister is already looking like she never had a baby a mere 3 months after
Sparkly's birth. My mom is fantastic looking, my dad has lost 25 lbs and a friend in Calgary (you know who you are) had lost 100lbs when I last saw her. She looked fantastic.
Food is not just a sustenance thing with me. It is a mental thing. I always thought the day my kids were
embarrassed of me is the day I would quit shovelling in the food. Fortunately/unfortunately, my children love me just the way I am. It took my niece asking me why I was so fat and why didn't I go to the gym to really smack me in the face. You can't argue with a four year old telling you you have a fat butt.
The other thing for me is that my husband is drop dead gorgeous and has only gotten better with age. Anyone can attest to that. We look like Jack Sprat and his wife. While he is no skinny
minnie, he is perfect and yummy. (have I made you blush, Craig?)
So, here goes. As of today, I weigh: 250.2lbs (gasp)
I am following Weight Watchers and have vowed to give it the college try.
Sparkly's first birthday will be here before I know it and I no longer want to sit in an airplane holding my breath, spilling out onto other seats. My first goal is 10lbs. I can do 10lbs. I know I can. So here goes. Join me if you like.
In the words of the great philosopher, Yoda:
DO OR DO NOT. THERE IS NO TRY.